Well,she has been trying to call me since yesterday. She wrote a letter to & for us and passed it to Shirley. I didn't want to keep it cause I'm afraid that i would feel bad and will change my mind. I don't want her to be in our group again because i have a reason. Everything I do has a reason behind it. I want her to change and know what she's doing now is very wrong and she NEEDS to change! It's not for my good. It's for herself. It's up to her to change or not. It's no use if you write and apologize everything in black and white and not keep your words. You got to PROVE IT ! Although she apologized in the letter, i felt like crying but i did not. She has to change before she's back in the gang! I'm just trying to help her. She needs to be independent & not be spoiled by the people she's with! If not........... (i have nothing better to say anymore)



ps, i truly care about my friends. i love my friends very much,they are my everything:)

Anastasia <3